Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 11:45 PM
i decide not to be bothered by those nuisance who decide to flame people for nothing.
life is great so far.
:)
everyday online, online shop, resume send, go interviews, go shop around, meet friends and everything.
and i make a major decision on my own self this afternoon.
:P
at least i feel so grown up.
and i am lazy to upload graduation picture one by one here (when its like 2 weeks ago already, that's why i like it in black and white. haha.)
the collage that i have upload as my FB profile picture. i will post it here.
FB still do not allow me to upload albums! :(
and my laptop seriously is getting very (x100) screwed up (x1000).
one minute it can work like nothing is wrong, another minute, it just everything hangs, and tell memory low?!
like hello, i have already uninstall lots of stuff, it still says memory low?!
*pek cek*
sidenote: don't say people flirt / bimbo, when the person ain't..
Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 1:07 PM
it have been a mix emotion week.
starting off by some people who decides to seek their attention, and saying some untrue things (if you refer to my previous post).. i have already decide to wash my hands off this things.
i mean there's no point poking your nose into this issue when it concerns you.
because either way, you will get mean and more mean, which i don't want it to happen.
Thursday was to buy Jay Chou Concert tickets for his 23/07/2010 concert! wh and me met at 7.30am at Pasir Ris Mrt Station where we took one stop to Tampines, and went to Tampines 1 and queue up. but because its early morning, the doors to the shopping mall was not open yet, so we follow the people to use the staff entrance, and the security guard asked where we were going, we said, sistic, and he was "oh, its at basement 1," do you all know how to go and all the stuff. when we reached basement 1, and we already see people queuing up but not that many yet. we then went out to buy bread and start queuing up at like 7.50plus. but i was not in the mood to eat, partly due to that issue, which makes me can't catch any wink the previous night, and it was super early in the morning, so i didn't have the appetite yet.
alas, when the ticketing starts at 9am supposedly, but then the system was down at the counter too ( not only at Tampines 1, but also at other authorised agent which starts at 9am).. and by the time, wh manage to get online too, internet booking was down too, but when we manage to get into the booking page, but it shows sold out or left single seats. super depressing right. but when the counter system was up at like 1 hours plus later, and there was like 10 people in front of us. so we only gotten our tickets at 11am like that. YEAH! (: and the queue was long till the bubble tea shop there..
went to have lunch at Tampines Mall and watched Monga.. pretty nice show! (:
Friday went for an interview in the afternoon, and then went to return my graduation gown. by the time i am to reach, it was raining heavily! :( was drenched partly, took bus to Toa Payoh, which i wanted to buy Koi, but i gave up, and took bus home instead!
tomorrow Second interview..
hope all is well!
till then.
Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 11:55 PM
i believe that one person speaks what, means what.
don't try to deny that you have said those words before.
seriously, if you meant what you have said, then don't twist around by saying another thing the next minute, and said you were not the one who started all this.
either way, i am just tired of all these rubbish.
by saying me, will make you happier, go ahead.
i believe.
you will get karma.
soon.
Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 1:14 AM
why must it have to be you? why? :'(
i don't want to hear anymore things relating to you..
@ 12:32 AM
photoscape decided to strike against me, facebook decided to strike against me too.
while doing collage for the convocation, it hangs, and before i knew it, my laptop can't even click anywhere. the only way is to switch off it switch and on it again.. and by the time i did it, it hangs again..
facebook is "great" to me also. while i see people happily can upload album, mine can't even upload anything because it just don't want to upload and fail to upload, and was unsuccessful in uploading..
is it because i got too much free time and was online for almost 24 hours (okay, i am kidding), maybe 12 hours?
my laptop and facebook decide to go against me.
but what else can i do besides switching on the laptop and do the usual routine like send resumes, doing collage still, facebook, games, email friends at work to chat for those poor fella who don't have access to the internet (we are super right?).
i guess the bottom line is, i need to change my laptop.
but wait first eh. WAIT.
so many things to do, so many places to go, but i am seriously having financial constraint..
after i see SIA airlines having cheaper deal to fly to Perth, i feel like going, but who wants to go with me =(.
and of course the concert i want to go also (but hopefully i can successfully whine to my daddy that because its exactly one month before my birthday, so he can sponsor for me as my birthday gift, but i think fat hope..
so later, hopefully we can get the tickets..
sistic, please be good to us later.
*i wish you could talk to me*
:(
Till then!
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 12:57 PM
突然好想你 - 五月天
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自已属于我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品
我们那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然 的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息
beside 2 other songs, this song was the most i like during their concert yesterday night. beside all their high high songs.
and i like all the fireworks during their concert!
pictures.. after i find where did the cable goes now, if not i will try the card reader to upload instead. most probably tomorrow if ever i find it..
and we get to ride on circle line to stadium station yesterday, and it was awfully pack to me. because there's 2 concert yesterday, so imagine how many people will be there?
but best, next time go to Bishan with friends can just take Circle line, and no more taking the bus 53/58 there, and also to Serangoon by the circle line is much faster than taking bus 81 or 53 to there and which means yeah more CHOMP CHOMP next time! and also to Town, and also to Suntec city for any IT fair or Food Fair or what fair, no more walking via City Link, and also Esplanade, tell me, isn't Circle line the perfect line?
tomorrow Monday.
second time of not saying Monday Blues! :(
i am sick and tired of the usual routine of what i am doing almost everyday..
*screams*
till then..
Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 10:46 PM
today afternoon is convocation..
but i was not in my best of mood this early afternoon.
partly because of the weather, and lacking of sleep.
waking up at 7am when i am not working already is no joke.
Monday-went to SGX, Tuesday- cannot sleep because the weather is really hot, Wednesday- woke up early to book Jay Chou Concert tickets, but then, don't say already, couldn't get the luck to book. Today- i cannot sleep again, because its really very hot again that i resort to sleep on the floor at one point in time.
well said, i think i shall sleep more tomorrow.
and worst, the weather is making my head hurts more than last week.
even today during the ceremony, i was telling my friend who's sitting in front of me, i don't want to go up already, because its just hurts like don't know what.
luckily when everything ended, it got better towards the end.
but now, its all back again.
:(
oh yah, thanks the 2 sotongs for the Mickey Mouse!
i am going to hug it to sleep later. haha.
as for photos.
i will upload it when i feel better.
right now. my head is drumming all the wonderful rhythm in my head.
* head hurts, but heart feel wonderful instead*
even though i also don't know why this must happen every time i ..
this afternoon might not be that bad after all.
despite the stupid early afternoon.
Good night all!
@ 12:42 AM
i wonder why some people like to think so much.
i do at times, but once you think, just stop thinking the next time?
or if you want to think, think about it, and don't say it. or what..
better stop all those thinking than torturing yourself?
then when you find out the truth, then its going to be another cycle.
i mean sometimes, one have to treat him/her self as good as how they treat others like their other half, friends,family and who..
but i don't understand why one can create such powerful different scenarios in their head, and say it so many many times until i know what the person is going to say next.
and..
if you want to get information from me about him..
it's okay with me.. i can tell you what i know..
but you don't have to beat around the bush every time when you ask me through sms or even msn until i choose to appear offline umpteen times because i can predict what you are going to ask already..
i prefer a person who's going to ask me something straight of what he/she wants to say/ask (good things, not bad things), i still prefer brave people (maybe because i am shy, okay vomit if you want).. okay sidetrack already..
and i feel just don't know what to say.
besides, i only have limited information.
by repeating what i have sometimes, is just so..
me and you are not close.
me and him are not close either.
i don't know how much information you want to get from me when i already feel i have given out everything already?
i hope i am doing nothing wrong here either. =X
never mind
i am not in my best of mood right now..
just need a place to rant.
and most prob by Saturday, this post will be deleted..
after a good night sleep all will be good!
good night.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 1:03 PM
can he have another concert date?
we couldn't get the tickets..
:(
@ 12:02 AM
7 hours of sleep later.
i am so going to wake up at 7am later.
to do the booking.
its like 9 tickets is going to be in the fate of how fast my hand/fingers can goes.
so please yeah.
i need to start eating bread everyday, less online shopping, less going out, less everything.
until i find a job.
it's depressing not being able to find one.
but who/what can i blame still?
so stop blaming/question me, because its seriously depressing.
so much for me to still being able to be/act like myself.
but deep down.
sigh..
random post again!
got to sleep.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 12:21 AM
i have typed out an entry yesterday morning, but the moment i click publish post, ta dah, everything was gone?! like.. yahh.. gone..
anyway, its the brand new week..
instead of complaining about Monday Blues which i use to, i am not complaining about it this week and neither for the following few more weeks to come i will complain about it till..
sometimes i wonder whether when will all this ever end?
i am sick of repeating of the whole cycle (not complaining about Monday Blues here), but on the other hand, it seems so difficult at times, that one will feel frustrated but one can't, and i am not going to give up so easily yet..
i am just taking this week as a clean break.
after the convocation this Thursday then i will resume what i want to do..
Last Friday was officially last day of work. :(
after all i spend close to 9 months there since last year end of July, i doubt i could find something that would compensate the small environment the office was in, the all "girls" environment (though no doubt, difficult to find a BF like what super tons of my friend have told me, like okay), the flexibility and everything.. oh well..
:(
after work last Friday, went to Suntec and Marina Square to shop for some stuff, but i didn't get anything, not even the shoes that i wanted because it don't have my size, which no doubt save some money for me.
yesterday morning, woke up at 7am to go help my mom pay her things at SGX. i do have a smart mommy who knows how to ask her daughter to go down all the way to Tanjong Pagar early in the Morning just to help her pay. okay, i am a good daughter too. :P
and i am very excited about booking the tickets (nah, not oversea, i am going to eat grass already if i am really going oversea), so i wish we could purchase it. though i wish i still can go to TW with my friends next month but sigh, maybe on one hand, i choose not to go oversea for now, and i choose to go for this, because oversea can anytime am i right, but if you want him to come Singapore, then it is another story? :P
okay i know this is sort of random post, no sequence of what i typed unlike this Morning post and with pictures some more..
shall do some shopping in town later.
everyone is working, or not studying.
no one to accompany me to go shopping.
:(
booooo.
nights all.
:)
Wednesday, April 07, 2010 @ 1:04 AM
2 days..
and i will start to eat grass from next week onwards.
which is a must
but i manage to curb myself from buying things online.
the shops i knew that was launching.
i did see the websites, and then X it away.
amazing right?
was at SP with Xj & Fel helping Fel with her Law online quiz. initial plan was back to TP (which we will be super familiar on where to go and eat), unlike SP, but due to having to configure the laptop issues and everything in TP and we might not have access since we were alumni and no more TP students, we decide to go SP, but we do not know where's all the foodcourt and all.
and by the time we finish was close to 10pm, train back to Tampines, ate Prata at 201, took bus back home and i reach home after 12am.
and now, i am seriously having fried rice for supper now.
think i shall skip my meals later.
saying sorry when you aren't sincere, isn't sorry still..
Tuesday, April 06, 2010 @ 12:16 AM
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···
and its coming to an end.
3 more days.
good night all!
Sunday, April 04, 2010 @ 12:24 AM
it's the long weekends week.
basically.
i slept very very early on Thursday night because i am just so tired. i slept at 11plus pm all the way till 4am woke up, back to sleep again, woke up at 6am, then back to sleep, then finally i woke up at 10am..
shop online (=P), went out to meet Carol to do our hair.
went to do re-bonding instead of what i want to do in the first place because i still can't imagine the end result..
but now, i regretted cutting my fringe into...
still now, i cannot get use to it.. never mind, i will find a way out..
and so don't laugh at how i look now..
hopefully in a few weeks time, the hair will look a little more natural.
Today went to the airport in the morning to do Econs with HJ.
but then, i stunned and look at the questions that it seems like alien to me.
had some light dinner before going home and nap..
it's Sunday.
last week.
which means 5 more days.
i will miss the place..
i am sure of that..
later morning need to go and pray again in the Morning..
so shall sleep early!
good night
:)
*tell me what you are thinking, can you?*
